January 2012
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i resolve to not be unnecessarily cynical. i resolve to really be present even in the mundane tasks.. to not wish the days away. i resolve to be vulnerable and joyful.
onward and upward.
this year is going to be grand.
December 2011
daiseas:
i’ll be kissing my cat at midnight
i hate when a conversation feels like a...
you have been cast as their opponent. and no matter what or how you put it, they will try their damnedest to disagree with you.. even if just in the slightest detail. you are not valid or distinguished or as fully capable of comprehension the way that they are. its tiring and juvenile and i just
in the new year i want to be sensitive. i want to be kind. i want to avoid insincerity and sarcasm...
talking loans and money with the parents.
i just feel so heavy and burdensome.. and guilty.
like why should i be going to this private school and putting us all in so much more debt when going to sdsu and living at home would be so much more logical.
and then i think about the community and the newness and the escape that i began to glimpse at the end of fall semester.
and something hurts.
nedhepburn:
Is Ryan Gosling the new Zooey Deschanel? Has his meme capacity reached critical mass? When will the inevitable backlash start? Is “Silent Sorta Cocky Cool Guy” the “Manic Pixie Dream Girl” for women? Discuss.
“There is no safe investment. To love at all is to be vulnerable.”
– ~ C.S Lewis
(via sonofastoryteller)
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hello. sometimes i wonder if i have convinced myself too completely that you do not exist. i see glimpses of you in everyone. but i know we have not met. and, really, it is easier for me to believe that you are impossible. because if someone loved me as viscerally as you would, i do not know if the present me could withstand the humbling and refining fire. and yet somewhere carnally spiritual...
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next tattoo ideas:
for my dad:
for my mom:
just the outlines.. on my left forearm.. mirroring my poppy on my right.
friends with benefits? what do you guys think...
FWB can quickly blur the line between enjoying another person and using them.. but then again it can be really stress relieving and exciting… depends what you want, if you want short term and can keep yourself from becoming too attached.. then go for it.
“He smiled understandingly-much more than understandingly. It was one of those...”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby (via solipsism2)
